In the late winter of 2013, I came to a screeching halt with my writing. After failing to secure a publishing deal during a two-year option contract, I lost more than my confidence. I lost a piece of my heart.
After my dreams crumbled before my eyes, I spent the better part of six months drifting around, unsure what to do next. Write? Don’t write? Every time I thought about picking up a pen, I cringed and threw myself into a different activity or hobby. The gym became my favorite place in the world. I signed up for all sorts of fitness classes (even Zumba, which shows you just how desperate I was to keep myself occupied).
As time trickled by, I grew more and more certain I’d never write again. Then, out of the blue, a co-worker suggested I sign up for a writing contest. At first I balked at the idea (and probably ran off to the gym for another Zumba class). But, after I danced away my crippling doubts, I decided to give it a whirl. That whirl transformed into a whirlwind of revived passion. I started a blog, began working on a new novel, and participated in more writing contests.
Write, write, write! I couldn’t get enough.
Ever since, my writing whirlwind has continued. For the past three years, I’ve split my focus into multiple projects: Two novels, 20 short stories, 365 blog posts, seven writing contests, and dozens of editing jobs. Looking back, it’s been a lot of work, but I don’t regret any of it. I needed every single project to learn and grow, and to become a better writer.
But now it’s time to narrow my focus. Dramatically. I can’t keep up the pace I’ve set for myself and expect to achieve my dreams. That’s why I’ve decided to keep my goal for 2017 sweet and simple: finish my novel and send it to agents. Period.
Sounds easy, I know. And, theoretically, it should be achievable. If I maintain my current pace, I should have a beta-worthy draft to send to my first readers by the end of January. Depending on their reactions, I should have my next draft (or two) done by late spring/early summer. From there I should be able to spend the summer revising and sending subsequent drafts to readers for feedback. And, by fall, I should have a polished manuscript and my first batch of query letters ready for agents (ahh!).
Yes, I should be able to get all of that done. But, I’ve had the same plan the past two years and failed miserably. Hence the reason I’m making my novel my main priority this year. Besides blogging and accepting the occasional editing job (because, hello, money!), I won’t work on any other projects. Enough’s enough!
To be honest, the toughest part of this will be giving up writing contests. I absolutely adore the adrenaline, ideas, and friendships I get from them. Unfortunately, the contests I like to participate in eat up TONS of time. Not only do I write a story, but I also get sucked into a forum where I critique hundreds of other people’s stories. During the past three years, I’ve critiqued at least 1,500. That’s roughly 750-1,500 hours of work!
Or, rather, 750-1,500 hours I could’ve dedicated to my novel.
No. More! As much as I love competing, I need to put a hold on it until I finish my novel. I need to put a hold on a lot of things until it’s done.
Hopefully my narrowed focus will keep me on track this year. And, hopefully, by next January I’ll be able to hold up my manuscript and say, “There! It’s done!” Or, better yet, “I have an agent, and I’m on the road to publication!”
Let’s do this 2017!
How about you? What are some of your goals for the new year?
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Good for you! Too bad there is always money and food and shelter to worry about. Imagine what your accomp!ish then ! May your pen be full 🙂
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I know, right? If only…
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I will miss sharing the adrenaline of NYC Midnight with you, but I understand the choice. I wouldn’t have gotten through my two WIP drafts last year if I hadn’t skipped the SSC. So I wish you luck and I look forward to reading your “How I Found My Agent” post later this year. 🙂
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Thanks, Illene! I’m glad you understand where I’m coming from. Hope to see you in the fall for FFC!
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I can relate somewhat (although I didn’t stoop to Zumba 😉 ). One of the reasons I focused so much on running in my 30s was to give myself a good excuse not to write (hey, got to get those PRs before I’m too old!). So, now I am done with longer races for a while and trying to balance fitness and writing.
Make it happen 🙂 I have faith in you.
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I have faith in you too. We got this!
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Sounds like a great goal. I’ve also told myself it’s time to git’r done and finish. I’ve had my revised-and-revised-again draft novel done for awhile now, with positive reactions, but with good advice on how to make it better (and it has sat that way for a long…long…long time). Here’s to 2017 for the lot of us!
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Good luck!
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Good luck with your goal! I hope you get it done! And I hope I finish something soon too. I wish both of us luck.
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All the very best Jen. We may miss you valuable critique but we’ll be glad to see you succeed! Giving up is not an option! During you year of writing dangerously remember to maintain your physical health too…:)
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Good luck to you! I feel similar…the year of writing! 🙂
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Yup, only so many hours in the day. We’ll miss you during the upcoming NYCM SSC, but I understand completely. For me, what had to “go” were the years of 3-4K miles of cycling. This year is about finding a better balance so I don’t keep dropping the moderate exercise when I’m deep in writing jags, since my writing is now the obsession.
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